Something shines from you that lights up my world.

𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘕𝘰𝘷𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵, 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘐'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘻𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯…

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I don’t give him enough credit.

So whilst I took a break from writing on here things got even busier because Billy took on a second job doing deliveries. He's been working 16 extra hours a week on top of his normal day job, plus all the cooking in the evening. I truly don't give him enough credit for all he…

How is it possible?

Do you ever look at your child and wonder how it's possible to love something so much?Seriously how is it humanly possible to feel that much love within you.Especially when they can be so unbearably frustrating!It's not even a feeling that you can describe. Looking at them and realising you created something so perfect to…

I am ‘mumma’.

I am Exhausted.Drained.Emotional.Stressed.Drowning.Overwhelmed.Weary.Consumed.Burnt-out.But I am also,Loved.Cherished.Safe-haven.Devoted.Selfless.Sheltering.Patient.Protecting.Proud.Grateful.I am 'mumma'. Emily ♥

I’m a student AGAIN.

I have wanted to do my NVQ Level 3 in childcare for a LONG time. I have waited and waited and waited. I'll be honest it got to the start of this year and I wasn't much interested anymore and swaying more towards doing a peer support course in breastfeeding. Then my manager emailed to…

At One With Nature

I don't know whether there is any scientific reasoning behind this, but since I've had Nova and definitely now more that she is older and more exploratory, I find that I am more at one with nature. I hate bad bugs, but I hate if they get killed, I almost feel bad for them. Bees…

I AM ENOUGH

𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝.𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪.𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢.𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚. I think everyone worries about whether they are enough at some point in their lives. It could be questioning something simple such as a task, or something they want to achieve. But I often find myself questioning 'am I enough?'…

Loneliness is hard.

Loneliness is hard, when you're a parent it's really tough, you don't want them to be lonely too. You want them to socialise with other children but there is nobody there for them to socialise with. Making friends can be so difficult, I'm very socially awkward and struggle in social situations. I either come across…

The Forgotten Ones

So I was feeling a bit stressed and touched out over the last 4/5 months, well to be fair it's been getting better. I've been speaking to someone about it which has helped a little bit but that's why I started this blog as a retreat from how I was feeling. Anyway, I think some…

Why do they grow up so quick?

Before you have children everyone who does have children always says "soak it all up, it goes so quick!" and you really, truly do not believe it until it does. The problem, and yes it is a problem, is that they do so much growing before they hit adulthood, especially within that first year. You…